Thursday 3 January 2013

aj kal aisa kyon h.....


Aj kal aisa kyon h……
Jab soch hi liya h…….
Jab maan hi liya h….uske dil me mere liye pyaar tha hi nhi…..
Fir kyon chah ker bhi nhi hass pata…….
Jab mooh mod hi liya h…….
Jab alvida keh hi diya h…….
Kyon nhi aage badd pata……..
Kyon aj bhi uske bare me sochta hun…….
Kyon aj bhi uski tasveeron ko roz dekhta hun………….
Jab kabhi pyar hi nhi tha…..to usko khone ka gam kyon hai……………..
Janta hun vo takdeer me nhi……… fir bhi ankhe meri nam kyon hain………..
Kyon rehti h uski shakal ankho ke samne………
Kyon ati h vo aj bhi mere sapno me……
Aj use door ake bhi……… use na milne ki kasam khake bhi……
Kyon hai umeed dil ko…….kahin na kahin to mil jayegi vo…….
Kyon usko leke khwab sajata hun or kyon akele me roye jata hun………….
Bas dard hi mila h……
Fir bhi kyon mai nafrat nhi ker pata hun……
Na jane kya hogya hun……..
Bas yahi sochta hun use dil se kaise nikaloon jab dimag se bhi nhi nikal pata hun…….
Ye bhi nhi samajh pa rha hun……..
Kya h ye…… kyon hai ye……??
Dost mujhe bta de…….. dard bohot h bas marham lagade………
Yahan akele tut sa gya hun…….. Dost bas itna sahara dede……..
Dost bas thodi si madad shayad firse khulke hass paun……
Dost bas thodi si madad shayad use bhool paun…….
E-Dost kuch to bta de………aisa kyon hai..??

Friday 7 October 2011

bta....kya karoon.......??

Dost bas ye bta, ki kya karoon.....?
Jab dil ke dariya me, dard ki kashtiyaan bahein to kya karoon.......!!
Jab chandni ankhon ko na lubhaye, to kya karoon.......!!

Jab suraj din me hi dhalta sa nazar aye......, to kya karoon.....?
Jab her nazar hi khud se door jati nazar aye......, to kya karoon?
Tu hi bta........jab dil dimag ka saath chodd jaye to kya karoon.................?

Jab mai khud ke hi faisley na maan paoon to kya karoo.........,
Jab na chahke bhi door jana pad jaye to kya karoon........,
Bta na main kya karoon..........??

Bas ye bta......

Jab halaat hi kuch aise ho jayein.......................,
to kya karoon.....??
Jab aj ka darr kalki yadein banta nazar aye..........................,
to kya karoon.....??

to kya karoon......??














I wrote this few days before i leave india.